Special needs does not require special families but it does sometimes
require special thinking.
When you first start exploring and learning about special needs adoption, one of the big questions is...
“What needs can we realistically handle?”
Looking back on that question now that the girls are home, makes me chuckle a little.
If we had known then, what we know now, would we have signed up for all of this?
I think the Lord would have had to drag us, kicking and screaming, but I know in my heart that He would have gotten us there, one way or another.
It was His plan for us and that knowledge has sustained us throughout all the hard and has helped us to better recognize true blessings, cause y'all, the "pre-adoptive" us...
didn't have a clue!
Except for her clubfoot, I
was very familiar with Lizzie's need, Amniotic Banding.
Growing up with my amazing
brother, I had a good idea of what she could accomplish which was...
anything she put her mind
to!
With Maggie and Lucy, it
was harder, less clear and definitely a leap of faith.
Cerebral Palsy affects
kiddos in so many different ways.
We researched and tried to
learn as much about the girls and their needs as we could...
but in the end, it came
down to trusting that the Lord had brought them to us and that He
would equip us to handle their own unique challenges...
and He has, but it has
taken time...
a lot of time...
and trust...
a lot of trust.
At first, I could go from
feeling totally equipped to feeling totally overwhelmed all in the
span of about 10 minutes or so, and I still do some days but those
overwhelmed moments are fewer and farther between and a bit expected
with 7 kiddos and 4 dogs and two crazy cats!
Side note: I can't
determine if our cats are crazy when they find us or if we make
them crazy once here!
Ha!
Anyway, I have learned to
take His equipping as it comes and it always comes just when I need
it...
not necessarily when I
want it but always when I need it.
It usually comes along
with an attitude adjustment (ahem) and a new way of thinking, of
planning.
For both girls, mobility
is a big issue and while Lucy is not in a wheelchair (anymore) and
Maggie does not have to wear her knee pads all the time (anymore)...
getting around is still
hard and some days...
long distances require
lots of patience and lots of pre-planning.
We can't just jump in the
car at the last minute and get to where we need to be on time
anymore...
cause we were always on
time before (wink)
bwhahaha
We can't rush to get
anywhere anymore cause Maggie and Lucy just don't “rush” and when
they do...
it typically does not end well!
*grin*
So, on the good days when
we are feeling all organized and so like...
“I got this”...
You know – smug
Hehe
we plan and it works.
However, on those days
when we are not feeling quite as smug organized...
when the kids are not
feeling quite as cooperative...
when real life just kind
of gets - real...
it is harder but it can
still work...
cause you learn a new way
of thinking, of improvising and you trust that with each new hurdle
and each new solution...
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| Yep, that is Lucy riding on the cooler! |
you are better equipped
for the next time and you know that no matter what life throws at
you, no matter what may seem like limitations, no matter what you
have to re-think...
it works and it works
because the Lord has brought you to it and He is walking you through
it!
For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good
works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.
Ephesians 2:10
We now have our brand new
plate...
strollers for the girls
have arrived...
pink for Maggie...
and orange for Lucy...
It has taken over a year and a half to begin to understand their needs...
and ours...
but we are learning and He
is providing and while it feels as if some hard fought battles have
been won...
there will be more to
come...
but God doesn't call the
equipped, right?
He equips those He calls
and I am learning that on a daily basis.
I am just a Mom and we are
just a family and it is through His grace alone that we survive and
thrive with 7 kids, 4 dogs, 2 crazy cats and 35 appointments just in
2 months alone..
Yes, parenting precious
ones with special needs is hard but it is not impossible and I am definitely not
Supermom...
trust me!
It doesn't take a Supermom
to choose to parent a child with special needs...
(just ask my kids)
(just ask my kids)
all it takes is a burdened, willing
heart and a desire to answer the Lord's plea for these children, following the very special path that He has called you to...
Religion that is pure and undefiled before God, the Father, is
this: to visit orphans and widows in their affliction, and to keep
oneself unstained from the world. James 1:27
cause in the end, it is
you who is blessed, it is you who is grown, it is you who learns
about love and mercy and hope and grace...
it is you who is
transformed.
Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old
has passed away; behold, the new has come. 2
Corinthians 5:17
We are learning what it is to love the broken and it is in that place...
that we are learning what it is to be loved in our brokenness.
Come join us in this place of love, mercy, grace, hope and healing.
